Trust

Ok, I have something that I need to get off of my chest. I'm generally very easy going, and sometimes I guess that it is perceived as I'm somewhat naive or easy, but I'm far from that... There are a lot of things that I dislike, but the one that I absolutely can't stand, is dishonesty. If you want to break down the trust I have in you, there is no quicker way. I've spent my life being lied to, and yes, lying to get what I want. That was at a very young and stupid age, where I thought that everything I wanted in life I could only achieve by lying. I'm not that way anymore. I give everyone I know a standard level of trust. Now, how you build up on that or tear it down is entirely up to you. I'm not going to discourage you in anyway, but I will allow whatever you do take its course. I mean, I'm not the brighest crayon in the box, but I can tell when I'm getting the "wool pulled over my eyes" so to speak. I'm currently dealing with things of that nature with some important people in my life right now, or at least I find them important to me. I don't know how they percieve me, but obviously with how they are acting right now, I'm not as important as they told me I was. I don't, or no, I can't understand why with how much I've done they would treat me this way. I may have made some mistakes in the past, but I fought and prevailed over them. If you can't realize that I'm always going to be here, like I tell you from the start, I gave you my word that I was going to stay, and when I give my word, there is nothing that will change that... But anyways, I've made this post long enough, I'll talk to you guys later. Have a great day, and blessed be.