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the darkness I see
the dark has come over me and there is on light on for which that face has fade in my dreams I wish I could be the person I once was but that little girl is gone I have seen people for who they really are there some that stay close to my hart and others that I let go I have many friends that are good to me and others that just i the end hurt me more so I let them go I know that I live in hell and hell lives in me for the sin I have done the friends I have held close to my hart held them when they cried are no more for which they just used me in the end I had that face of light at one time but later I saw that face for what it really is my hart is filled with hate not love no more I found out that there is no love for me I have seen things that others do not want to see and I do not see what others do see my wall is now up and I wish I could just die in my sleep for which I do not want see these thing no more I know when I go out of my room that they are there waiting for me so I have to fight them a way I just feel that there is no more good I can do and others tell me I can go but I do not wish to no more I feel all the hate inside me that I wish I did not have but I know it is there so I go on living with this but I wish it would just be gone I hurt others that I do not wish to hurt but that wall oh that wall lets me see what they do so I push them away so they can not hurt me no more so as I lay down to sleep to night I will see them in my dreams but the good things is now they can not be hurt by me they will see but I will not be able to see them on more so as they gone with their lives I do the same with mine so bless those who I have hurt because when I do go I will be in hell so good night to all and all a good night I must go dream for others happy ending for which I shall never see mine now I mush fade in to the dark room and close my eyes and I hope this will be the last time I do
now I am not really going to hurt my self people this is just I feel to night good night all my friends
now I am not really going to hurt my self people this is just I feel to night good night all my friends
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