Tarot Mishap

I talked a little about this in Tarot Discussion. If you would like to hear the rest of what happened, I will tell you now.

I was really into learning everything from Palm Reading to Tarot Cards. My family has been apart of the spirit world for years. My great-grandmother (which is my mom's grandmother) and my mom's aunt (lost from my mom's grandmother's side) were a couple of the women in my family that had these "gifts". Mostly the women in our family have them. Anyway. A few years ago, maybe 3 or 4, I got my first deck and a book that helps to explain the meaning of each card. My sister (the one that comes after me and my brother) has also always wanted to learn about Tarot Cards. Well, I was told that no one but you is supposed to use your deck. My sister and a friend got a hold of my deck and they tried to read each others future and so on.

A few days later I started to feel scared to go down our hall. At night I would literally run into my bedroom (the hall starts right next to that room) I would feel a bad vibe from that hall. Sometimes I would go all the way around the house to get to the other side. Well what didn't help was that my brother was doing black magick and a love spell. The house was full of dark spirits, that is what I was told. My mom was trying to get rid of these spirits by doing a house cleansing, but that didn't work. She got a "physic" to do a cleansing (i was told he did the wrong kind of cleansing). All I know is that i needed to get out of that house. So I left to stay with my aunt in El Paso. I went to take a semester of college while I was there. There was a lady there that was telling us what to do and telling us that someone had done an evil on my mom. It was basically breaking my family apart.

She told me that I needed to get rid of my Tarot deck as soon as possible. To wrap it in a purple cloth. Throw it out in the middle of nowhere or place it on a church altar. Also while i was gone, a lady and her two kids went to live with my family. She was doing alot of dark magick also. (didn't help things) I was told that after I left my dog killed one of our birds and tried to kill the other, but she fly away. Then the next day a spirit went into the lady that was there. My mom said she knew it wasn't her because of the voice and the way she was acting. My mom got holy water out and the lady hid under the bed. She was laughing creepy and saying that my mom knew who she was. Also the lady's daughter threatened one of my sisters with a knife. My mom and sisters said that the spirit in the lady was asking for me. The lady in El Paso said that the spirits wanted me to go back home. That I was something to them. What? I don't now. 6 months later I went back home and didn't want to be there. To this day i still feel uneasy when I go into that house.

That's what happened and before I began to learn about Wicca, i was really hesitating about it. But something about it kept grabbing my attention. I wanted to learn anything and everything about it. I don't regret taking this path. Women from my family have always been connected to the spirit world and Wicca. But sometimes the spirits I encounter, are not too friendly and dark.