self expression- frustsation

i jus lost the woman i love and im slowly being cut out of her and the babys life. not only was i attatched to her, her child was like my own. i feel like my young restless heart has been ripped out of my chest. i cry for her constantly. i cant sleep knowing shes sharing our bed with a man who is just using her. i fell in love with a whore and i got burned. hopefully The Great Lady will shed some relief on my troubled soul.. wish me all the best of luck. it will be greatly appreciated.