Ode to Taraichi

I kiss you
And you kiss me to
I bite your lips
And grab your hips
I pull away
I love you bay
Leaning in
We kiss again
I take you home
We text on phone
We talk all night
This feels so right

Next Day
You don't remember shit
I go to kiss you
You say no lips
I feel a pain
Deep in my soul
I shake it off
This sinking hole
I dream those nights
Everytime I sleep
I trust you bitch
But this pain did creep
I pick you up
You're on your phone
I got you with me
But I feel alone
I squeeze your thigh
Say I love you boo
You look out the window
Say I love you too
I turn down the tunes
Baby let's hang tonight
You say can't baby
But soon aiight?
And I can't help but feel
That you turn me away
I ache just to smell you
I want you every day

When I close my eyes
All I see is you
I ask is this love
Bitch you know it's true
Every day of my life
I wanna spend with you
Ain't no other nigga
Should call you boo
Cause all I want in my life
Is just to be with you
I'm closed to the world
And it's just us two

It's been weeks since I saw you
Wonder where you are
Are you thinking of me baby
Cause you're not in my car
When I look to my right
And you're not in that seat
When I can't smell your perfume
And I can't feel your heat
I feel a little more pain
When you don't even miss me
I go a little bit insane
When you won't even kiss me
I see you make a comment
I know you're on the book
Did you know I'm aching for contact
Did you know I"m fucking shook?
I would rather get cancer
And die really fucking slow
Than go without my baby
So this hole fucking grows
I would rather be killed
And tossed in a ditch
Than to be with someone else
There's only you bit
I wake up in tears
From another fuckin dream
Where I'm kissing my baby
We're a hell of a team
Nobody can fucking touch us
Bitch we are the best
My love for you is tireless
This shit will never rest

When I close my eyes
All I see is you
I ask is this love
Bitch you know it's true
Every day of my life
I wanna spend with you
Ain't no other nigga
Should call you boo
Cause all I want in my life
Is just to be with you
I'm closed to the world
And it's just us two