My Rollercoaster Ride So Far On My Path!!!!!

Over the last few weeks, It has been an amazing rollercoaster ride that has changed my life for ever, when people say their no turning back from this path they are so right. What you see and learn changes you, Your soul and mind evolve you progress further. I started out having come across a wiccan magick school and from their some wonderful things have happened. The first time I meditated I accidently astral projection and found my self in a forest,  It was so beautiful i'd never seen tress and flowers vibrant in colour, a lady dressed all in white with flowing browny blonde hair (branwen) greeted me, she said follow me, i followed behind throw this windy old path until we reached which can only described as the most beautiful secluded hidden valley id ever seen, as i walked into the valley at the bottom was an old rustic solid oak table it have carvings in it in a language i do not know, i reached the table there was many people sat around this round table, a large jolly old man with wrinkles of folded skin on his face that looked like the bark of a tree (green man)he said iv been waiting for you my child, i said have you, he said yes, he asked me to sit and par take in food and drink, i hesitated he said go on, before i had chance to he said why did you wait for a second invitation, i said its polite, he said polite in a shocked tone i said yes its quarters, he said in a dismissive manner most people help themselves, i said that is rude, he said in a intrigued manor interesting, they all began to talk, then i was asked if i had chosen a name, i said yes elenie, they all talked one or two said i think it a name no one has chosen in a pleasant surprised tone, then suddenly he said to me you have to go, your circulation is failing, i returned to my body my leg numb no feeling, ever since their i feel like the love and pure of heart love i felt that  some that came back with me and i will always keep it in my heart. Iv had a lot of symbols bear,black cat,eye of horus,gold spear thrown at me,wolf howling at the moon, wolf sat proud,raven,morgana this one was in a dream the old woman in a raven coat she was with a faired skinned woman with long black hair the young woman said she might come to our side, cauldron,green man face,bearded man blackbeard not nice told me i'm lucky he doesn't want me,fairy, gold horn,petals,man in a suit long hair, colours i see a lot of blue and purple when i meditate and yellow, iv been to a past life wicked experience, i worked for an egyptian lady i believe her to be important as her robe was gold with black red yellow underneath was a white dress wrapped round her body, my job was to look after her little boy he must of been 2 or 3 yrs old, i saw myself sat playing with him, fetch with a lump od wood that had wheels of some kind as it would glide along the floor, from this experience i had the profound feeling that a slave then they were loved cherished and cared for to point of having rights, i saw my self talking to her like i was an equal and having a healthy debate with her. so much in the last 4 weeks and iv learned so quick but then iv put the time into study and meditation and it is paying off, the affects of meditation are wonderful i'm calm cool reflective i can think befor i act and i see the world differently its brighter to me, i have evolved along my journey and i am loving my path. blessed be