my life

i have always questioned my abilities when i was a baby my family was often confused at my abilitie the first time i was laid on the ground i picked up a four leaf clover and i always seemed to have a way of knowing what was about to happen and i can remember things from when i was just an infant i have had dreems that have awaken even the people next to me they are so strong in magyk i would have days i would go to school  and find things such as small footprints on a wall or i culd imagine boiling water and bubbles would start coming from a puddle none of my family understood and i thought myself a freek so when i went to stay with my aunt eve she said to me lena in our family line there has been many a witch at this i thought yah right your drunk again but then she brought out a book and showed me spells and pictures that had to be impossible she then told me i was born the witch of our family and i had to believe in myself or else my life would be wasted and my destiny destroyed that i was ment for something big know as a young girl i was in a bad family and at 4 started to be an alcoholic and i wasnt as smart as i ussually was i ran to my mother in acclimation mom i said im a witch it only makes sense and for years she refused me and shook her head she even got to the point of screeming at me then i thought i cant be the only witch in the world know at the age of 14 i started researching and decided to take up a religion i notice made my heart pounce and mind tingle and then everything started to make sense i was what my aunt said sadly many witches spend their whole life gaining their power and i sit and wonder why was i of all the women and men that have worked for it acclaimed a power at birth andhe person i willl devote my life to good and the god and goddesses work im dealing with quite a bit of frustration i have promised myself if there is any way my powers may help someone i will wether im sick or healthy mad or happy hate the person or love tdays i would go to school  and find things such as small footprints on a wall or i culd imagine boiling water and bubbles would start coming from a puddle none of my family understood and i thought myself a freek so when i went to stay with my aunt eve she said to me lena in our family line there has been many a witch at this i thought yah right your drunk again but then she brought out a book and showed me spells and pictures that had to be impossible she then told me i was born the witch of our family and i had to believe in myself or else my life would be wasted and my destiny destroyed that i was ment for something big know as a young girl i was in a bad family and at 4 started to be an alcoholic and i wasnt as smart as i ussually was i ran to my mother in acclimation mom i said im a witch it only makes sense and for years she refused me and shook her head she even got to the point of screeming at me then i thought i cant be the only witch in the world know at the age of 14 i started researching and decided to take up a religion i notice made my heart pounce and mind tingle and then everything started to make sense i was what my aunt said sadly many witches spend their whole life gaining their power and i sit and wonder why was i of all the women and men that have worked for it acclaimed a power at birth and im dealing with quite a bit of frustration i have promised myself if there is any way my powers may help someone i will wether im sick or healthy mad or happy hate the person or love the person i willl devote my life to good and the god and goddesses work