irish eyes

we break up it's something that we do
we make up it's what i love about you
but not this time, you stayed away
you found someone else in a matter of days
i'm numb, i dont know how to feel
i didn't think being alone like this would kill
you said you're happier, and why shouldn't you be
you were never this happy when you were with me
you come over and we make love
you say you want me, that there's no one above
you tell me she's nothing, she's just a lay
but she turned into something the very next day
you don't know why you left, you said you want me back
why didn't i see it was all an act
you changed your mind, you now want her
i can't believe it, you are such a cur
you did what others did, you used me
i thought you were true, oh why didn't i see
i was hurt beyond repair
can i take this, i'm so unprepared
now something's growing deep inside
nothing will change, no matter how i cried
i don't want you to know, even though it's yours
i thought i would be safer behind locked doors
i guess it's too bad i had given you the key
you said you would be there, be there for me
you wanted involved, said we had a past
and "in the future i know we can last"
for days on end your face i never see
i thought you said involved you would be
it's days later and now something's wrong
a pain is tearing, a pain so strong
this can't be happening, not again
2 souls dying in so much pain
it doesn't get easier as days and tears pass
i thought you would break, but your not made of glass
you said nothing at first
i thought that was the worst
my fear turned to scares
when i realized you didn't even care
you continued your shopping, you were looking for food
for your newest lover's own little brood
i put up my hope but you dashed it down
i should've know you're nothing but a clown
you have no guilt as you move on
for you and yours there will be other dawns
the loss of a child has no impact on you
because i was nothing, just another screw
but you will be sorry someday soon
when you see me happy with my new groom
no one will ever make me cry
the no one named Irish Eyes
the point of this story is true
i should never have trusted someone like you
i understand you can't help who you love
i should have left you after that first drunken shove
i waited on you hand and foot because i didn't see
the kind of monster that you turned out to be
my heart will always be open for when you come back
al long as you change you sick twisted act