in the dark

 a few years ago i was truely alone had friends but i was alone. i thought that i worth nothing and believing so i stop everything. out side you saw a quiet girl, smart girl, or dead girl. that all depences on you what you see. the inside was frozen in time hopeless and though she would never live. before going to sleep i looked up and saw the night sky it was beautiful beyond anything or anyone.

few months after that i resieved a night sky necklace it was the cresent moon tiny dots that were stars and the sun small really small. from that day on i never took it off then a few months later i learn somethin g that changed my view of my self i had a voice and i loved it. every night i did the same thing as before i would look at the sky for minutes and minutes. i wored the moon for 3 years. everytime i was feeling weak or sad i would caress my finger through the moon and it would make me feel better.

few months not so long ago i fell in love and my beloved and i were going to be pull apart. for the first time i let someone wear and gave him my precious necklace. he now holds it near his heart making sure its safe to give my moon away would have been painful. but i knew he was worth it and he is my beloved has it now and always.