DARK NIGHT OF THE SOUL…
There is a transformation all spiritual people go through in their lives. Where they either go mad or become dark, evil and hateful or withdrawn. Sometimes all of the above. This transformation is a result of ones own natural spiritual cycles and is to deepen and fortify the soul and its resolve in life.Most come out of this dark period with a new sense of purpose and renewed strength and power /will having their faith and passion for life tested but unmoved. Sadly others, can't handle the pressure and buckle succumbing to the dark. These repeating and periodic tirals happened to Merlin, Jesus, The Aztec God Savior Quetzalcoatl, Bablu-aye of Santeria and Of the Yoruba Tribe of West Nigeria and even Odin, Father and King of the Norse Gods of the Vikings. This transformation is called “stigmata” by the Catholics. It is most often referred to by those allegedly selected by GOD to bear his passion. Suffering for humanity by developing painful wounds in areas of the body where Jesus himself was wounded when he was crucified. These painful torments are to be bared by the most devout of Catholics and it is also believed that they suffer for our sins to be forgiven. The Stigmata is not only physical but also has spiritual and psychic features as well. It is believed that the attacks suffered by the devotee are not only remembrance wounds of Christ but also violent attacks by demons and evil spirits to bend the passion and faith and love of Christ and GOD within the sufferer. These torments take physical, spiritual, emotional and psychological forms and this can cause agony on all levels. Depression, emotional and physical pain, sadness and ache. It is a time of fierce torment of the mind. Those that are most susceptible to this period are those suffering from guilt, loneliness, fear, doubt in oneself and ones destiny, those that are gifted spiritually, magically and or psychically. I share this with you because no magic worker or spiritualist will share this with someone who is not enlightened. My belief is, how can one be enlightened if you do not share?
I have had at the very least 5 people close to me thinking about suicide more than often and one of them died by accident but it is my belief that subconsciously he wanted to go. This is 5 people way to many and so I need to share this with you the reader. My reader. Times have admittedly become much more complicated with our countries state of affairs, the economic deficit, money and the cost of living, the emptiness in some of our hearts that seems to drown us when we are alone and even when we are surrounded by people. It may seem that death beckons us with it’s cold embrace. I get it. I really and truly, do. I have gone through the dark night of the soul more times than I can count. I have been possessed, I am a medium, I have gotten my ass kicked by many a demon; I have been and seen the darkest of the dark. I have even done some of it too. So, Yeah I get the pain and the agony of it all in great or small doses. But I am still here. I need for those of you that are going through the darkest periods of your life to fight harder than you ever have in your entire lives. For your selves because you matter and the people you are going to meet tomorrow need to know you and love you.The children of tomorrow, your children.Many people you don't even know exist yet. Don’t cheat them out of that chance. The great goodnight will always be there waiting but it is not everybody’s destiny to die nor does death define us. It is our lives, how we live and the decisions we make that change and shape us into who we are and what we want our destiny and legacy to be. Chose not to be a sad story a tearful lesson but rather a legacy. Chose to be legendary by choosing and fighting for life and not surrendering and laying down your life for death. Sometimes fighting is all there is. It's all you can do to get to the other side of today which is tomorrow.
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lena, thanks for reading my writings. gifted people are placed in dark parts of the world because we naturally bring light to our environment. some appreciate it and some wont. its our duty as bringers of light to not be overcome with darkness. i know that some times is easier said than done but we have to stronger than the very darkness we are bringing light to. we bring light by the magic and gifts we use to heal and help people with, by listening, by forgiving, by forgiving and healing our selves or simply by surviving. remember where every body is rules and defined by their past, you have the power and gifts to define your future. love yourself and feel your pain without hurting yourself. causing outer pain to your self is just an instinctive defence mechanism to hide or over pwer the inner pain you are subconciously or conciously refusing to deal with. you can only truly grow by dealing with your internal pain, learning from it, forgiving it, then letting it go. i hope this helps. blessed be
i recently had a friend shoot their head off commiting scuicide and i have recently cut my wrist and thought of stabbing myself for no longer feeling my pain but this makes me determined to be greater than myself and work through what i may to become stronger
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