A Cold November Night

who am i? where am i? why does it hurt so much? each time, each moment last an eternity, silently watching the stars, wishing for him to grant my wishes, wanting more then ever to have you next to me, stars begin to fall and wishes become real, thoughts of you become even more clear, silence in the night, calm cool breezes pass me by, feeling so alone, so lost, warm arms hold me close, humm your there laying your head on my shoulder, dreaming of forever, the intoxicating scent of your hair, the warm tug at my chest, humm floating away, nothing could be more real, nothing could make it worth while, you lean your head close kissing me, soft gentle lips caress mine, and my life is complete, humm my soul is complete, wishes, dreams, wants, and needs but never ever seeming to hope for anything more, humm