A Bringer of Sadness

A poem by my Dear friend Renee', I miss you Renee'... Rest In Peace

A Bringer of Sadness

By Renee’

(Old but relevant)

Oh Saturn, come ... devour me
Safe in your Darkness I long to sleep
I'll make my heart a sword of steel
I will not doubt, I will never feel
Although petrified, I shall not fear...
Although petrified I shall not breathe fear
Oh Saturn, come ... devour me
Safe in your Darkness I  shall be sealed

~ Saturn devour your Child ~

We know the secret reason
The reason for her parricide
The silent and illusive try to stop the fleeting hand of time
A strategy, that will always be
But a hopeless venture, bound to fail

And all she ever does conceive is a twisted kind of burial
Which she had never thought to yield
As something further lies concealed.

I, your child, bury myself
within your body... eagerly,
forbidden taste, never admitted,
driven by the ghouls of fear.
Refuge for unspoken longing(s),
we are not quite ready for this world...

in silent slumber of a darker safety...-

within this quiet room
Sleep is only an illusion
Silence falls over the roof
Black November swallows all the light
For today, DEATH I have no fright

Behind dazed eyes
My heart bleeds
Behind dazed eyes
I can't feel anymore

within this inert season
Painful memories take hold
Shadows wind in each other
Silent figures on the wall

Behind dazed eyes
My heart bleeds
Behind dazed eyes
I can't feel anymore

Smiling in an old photograph
I don't remember how that felt
A face of a stranger
Smiling in an old photograph
Am I still here?

WHO THE FUCK ACTUALLY CARES!!!!!!