poem

after all you put me through
i should be filled with hate
hate for you , hate for her
hating myself for not trusting fate
instead it's pity i feel
my heart will always belong to you
but make no mistake i will not be used
i deserve better, i know now that's true
i spend less time wishing you were loving me
now i wonder how a man can be so base
houw can you stay with someone you don't love
how can you say you want me to my face
i no longer want what i cant have
im moving on with my life
looking back eeach day
my heart lifting form the pain and strife