after all you put me through
i should be filled with hate
hate for you , hate for her
hating myself for not trusting fate
instead it's pity i feel
my heart will always belong to you
but make no mistake i will not be used
i deserve better, i know now that's true
i spend less time wishing you were loving me
now i wonder how a man can be so base
houw can you stay with someone you don't love
how can you say you want me to my face
i no… Continue
Added by jynxie bloodlust on December 30, 2008 at 11:43am —
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people tell me you don't love me
people say that you dont care
but the look you give me varies
to the look of love we share
my faith in you diminished
when you ran around and lied
i thought my love for you was finished
but my love for you i found
i don't know what to do
with this onslaught of emotions
i get nervous when i see you
i just cant go through the motions
i love the way that you caress
i know you love me like i love… Continue
Added by jynxie bloodlust on December 30, 2008 at 11:43am —
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we break up it's something that we do
we make up it's what i love about you
but not this time, you stayed away
you found someone else in a matter of days
i'm numb, i dont know how to feel
i didn't think being alone like this would kill
you said you're happier, and why shouldn't you be
you were never this happy when you were with me
you come over and we make love
you say you want me, that there's no one above
you tell me she's nothing, she's just… Continue
Added by jynxie bloodlust on December 30, 2008 at 11:30am —
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merry meet everyone,, how is everyone's winter going? have the blessings been comeing to you? well here i am again asking for thoughts and prayers and blessings from my friends at theneopagan.com again. lately i have been so stressed out and i meditate and hope and pray everything will work out.. it is a very long story but i am someone who needs help doing everyday things like getting up in the morning out of bed showering even going to the bathroom i can't do that by myself.. see i was born… Continue
Over the years I've seen some stuff to whiten your hair, in my case make you go bald.
Anyway we all have our little secrets that we hide away from the world,
from each other. Some we think so big & horrific,and others just embarrassing.
But truth be told it is those secrets that brought each and every one of us
into the Craft.
I myself am not going to divulge any details other than to say that 1981 was a very busy year.
By the time 1982 rolled around I… Continue
Added by Ragnorok on December 29, 2008 at 10:11am —
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lolzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i know its a liltle late but any one who looks at this i hope you had a happy yule and a happy xmas!!!! I made this pic heehee… Continue
Added by Stella on December 29, 2008 at 9:30am —
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While much of the Northern Hemisphere is blanketed in snow and the Earth rests beneath, we enter the time of year for rebirth and renewal. Many of Earth's creatures take this time to slow down. Some hibernate. Others stocked with food during the late summer and fall months and retire there to avoid the freezing temperatures outside. With fewer hours of natural light, the time we humans can spend in outdoor activities becomes more limited. As the year comes… Continue
Added by Sorradin on December 28, 2008 at 1:22pm —
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The quagga represents the lost and forgotten. Only one quagga in all of history was photographed and only 23 specimens exist. Nothing lasts forever so reach out and grab it while you can. They can show us missed opportunities , loss and thoughtlessness.
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 9:02pm —
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Seal's medicine includes protection during change, dreaming and lucid dreaming, imagination, creativity, protection from danger, movement through emotions, the inner voice
Celtic beliefs imply the human connection to animals is literal. It is believed that animals have the power to change into human form, and that entire clans are descended from the union of these animal people and humans. Dogs, wolves and cats are some of these animals, and one of the most common associations is… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:51pm —
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Keynote: Formidable instincts and abilities. Develop clan and communal life.
Hyenas are dog-like creatures of Africa and Asia and are often scorned for their funny looks and their scavenging habits, but they are in reality formidable hunters, taking on formidable prey. They have keen noses for hunting, and actually hunt more prey than scavenge. They will chase off lions, and a fully-grown hyena is capable of… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:47pm —
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The Okapi is found in rain forests of the Congo region and was unknown to science until around 1900. Because of its late discovery, its shy disposition and solitary lifestyle it holds the medicine of elusiveness. It is a member of the giraffe family and those with this totem should also study the giraffe. The giraffe's neck extends into the sky giving it the ability to see into the distant future. The okapi however, has short legs and a short neck and focuses its sight on the present and near… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:47pm —
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The vulture is a member of the raptor family. They feed exclusively on carrion and perform a very useful function by disposing of potential sources of disease. The Pueblo Indians saw the vulture as a sign of purification and the Greeks considered it to be a symbol of transformation. As old decayed flesh was removed new life emerged. These amazing birds are vital for the health and well being of mankind and all other life forms.
The Andean Condor is the largest of the vultures with a… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:44pm —
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The wolverine is known for its great ferocity and extraordinary strength. Indian mythology describes the wolverine as a trickster hero, a link between the material world and the spirit world. In ancient mythology the energy of a trickster is linked to the underworld where the secrets of creation live.
Baby wolverines are born blind and weigh less than one pound. This prompts all their other sensory organs to awaken quickly, their sense of smell, feeling and inner sight are heightened… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:43pm —
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Crow/Raven: Sep 22 – Oct 22
Highly enthusiastic, and a natural entrepreneur, the Crow is quite a charmer. But he/she doesn't have to work at being charming – it comes easily. Everyone recognizes the Crow's easy energy, and everyone turns to the Crow for his/her ideas and opinions. This is because the Crow is both idealistic and diplomatic and is quite ingenious. In nurturing environments this Native American animal symbol is easy-going, can be romantic, and soft-spoken. Further, the crow… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:40pm —
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Like the crow, magpie and raven, blue jays are talkative creatures utilizing a wide range of vocalizations to express their opinions. Indeed, their speech abilities are so advanced, that they are able to mimic other birds… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 8:38pm —
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This is an article I wrote for Pathways magazine
SO let me know what you think I tried to keep it fairly simple and write it in a newspaper type style
The Beginner's Guide to Finding your Spirit Animal
The spirits can and will make their selves known to us. If we open our minds and
hearts and truly see what is around us we can learn much from the animal
kingdom.
Many pagan paths believe in animal helpers, totems,familiars, guides… Continue
Added by LIZ on December 27, 2008 at 7:35pm —
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This has been something that in my tradition the tools feel better suited to the elements that I have chosen, and I will explain my reasoning behind it.
Okay! first and foremost all you really need is the will and the word, everything else is window dressing and status symbols.The one absolute is the Book of Shadows.
Water= Chalice, bowl, cauldron. reasoning is self explanitory.
Earth= Pentacle. it represents the unified materialistic ie also coin prosperity.
Air = Fan… Continue