to follow ones path is not two start a new one but to continue a path long forgotten and less often traveled. we decover hurt sorrow and we discover happiness as well as understanding. each path has many things to discover some we share with others some we do not. each path leads to a point a crossroad to another path the one that becomes chosen reflects on your values of truth. however is it not truth we have set out to find to begin with? is it not truth that we are almost always looking for… Continue
Added by Cameron S. on May 29, 2009 at 7:11pm —
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I have it chained,
this demon within.
It wants to break free,
needs to taste some sin.
Touch me with words,
touch me with sighs.
Caress me with your skin,
Take me with your eyes.
I want to break it,
let this demon be free.
Want to unleash it,
let it be what it wants to be.
Anything less....
wouldn't be right.
Anything more....
and I'll lose all sight.
Just give me what I need,
satisfy me to the core.
Fill… Continue
I think this is good news. I haven't come across a specifically Pagan Seminary before. And it appears to be non-denominational as well. What I like is that it is located in South Carolina.... geographically nearer to the states in the US that seem to be more prejudiced against Pagans. http://cherryhillseminary.org/about_mission.html
If anyone would like to contribute and add more sites like this, making this a list… Continue
Afraid of what?
Afraid of it all.
Won't let them hurt me.
Won't allow myself to fall.
Just put up your barriers,
that'll make it painless.
Noone can breach them,
but everything comes with danger.
Too many emotions,
only one heart.
Not enough time,
of course I push to part.
My easy escape,
my one way ticket out.
Nothing seems to sway me,
nothing to change my doubts.
Can't let this happen,
I already know the… Continue
Added by Carabella on May 29, 2009 at 5:19am —
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For those of you who know the happenings of my life, you know that I am in the process of moving and starting over currently. I am moving out today, thus meaning I will be losing the laptop. I won't be on here quite as often from now on. I have no intentions of buying a new laptop or anything. For anyone who needs me just leave me a message on here and I will of course get back to you as soon as I can. Those of you whom I've given my number too, I gave it to you for a reason....so if you need… Continue
Hold it down,
Hold it back.
Don't let it out,
Just don't want to crack.
Turn them into normal,
Create something real.
Not sure where to start,
Never wanted to know how this feels.
Tell me all I need to hear,
knowing I need peace.
Use my emotions to turn me,
until the pressure isn't ceasing.
Shape the words into love,
my soul yearns for this.
It is my sadistic medicine,
that I want to shove away.
I'm told I have to… Continue
Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:25am —
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My words are chaos,
how can i expect you to understand?
My thoughts a tornado,
tearing away all that was planned.
To leave you like this,
bitter,broken, unkown...
brings emotion that cannot be shown.
You, brought me to life
made me realize my worth.
You, will always have my love
and I could never thank you enough.
The things we wanted
almost so real you could touch them.
Just a matter of road in between,
became impossible it… Continue
Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:00am —
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If you care about your children and there future you will read this....
"Why are we so blind to see that the ones we hurt are you and me" by Coolio from the song Gangsters paradise I feel says it best.
Why do we not realize that our actions we do hurt those around us. We were all taught better then that or we should have been. How many people teach there kids decent morals these days? For example holding the door open for a lady or to at least say please and thank you. Hearing… Continue
It is said that tears are that of a warrior. Those tears that run down our face contain salt witch salt is used to clease or clean a wound.
that said
yeah I loved. I lost. I felt Numb confused. Though things went and well just in smoke. a cloud came over my eyes and I along with the rain;together we cried. outside as well as on the inside. I will not hide my tears I shall become strong steady like the Earth eventually healing becoming able to go back out side. I am no… Continue
I am new to this stuff, these feelings.
Not really sure how to take any of it. I believe the smile on my face, and the way my heart beats fast when he looks at me.
I don't know how to react to this.
My mind likes to go to a place that makes me cry.
It goes to a place where we aren't around anymore. Where I am alone. Where mourning takes the place of love. lovealone fear death life
I am telling myself I… Continue
Added by Erick Atwood on May 24, 2009 at 9:30am —
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At a time in my life when I feel like all barriers should be up, b/c I am so emotionally vulnerable, it seems like they are nonexistent. My emotions tend to be out of control these days. I'm a normally somewhat grounded person. It seems at a time when a person feels this way, all the things that make you feel like a wonderful/horrible person create a tornado of chaos in your head. I'm almost frozen in fear of the next step in my life b/c of this. I know how much I have to look forward to, and I… Continue
I wanted to get out of Lloyd and I did now I'm here in Banff and really I want to run away again.. It's not what I had hoped it would be, I figured I'd make tons of friends here and love my job. But here I am feeling second par to the other girls here and frusterated and anxious about my new job. And it's not just new job jitters, I enjoyed it at first but now that I know what I'm doing I can't stand it, I feel so run down all the time. I've gained so much weight in the past few months and I… Continue
Just yesterday I went to the grave of my ex-girlfriend who passed away not too long ago. It was the first time I had ever been there.... however, I knew exactly where to go and where the grave was. When I got there, hopping across her body.... were two frogs (her favorite animals.) And not too far from the grave was a turtle (one of my favorite animals.) So I put them together on top of her body and watched them. I had my ipod turned all the way up and the song When I Get Where I'm Going by… Continue
It's funny how things can happen in an instant when you least expect it to. Some times we even still see it coming yet it conks us over. Yeah I'm in love right now.I never saw it coming. I used to feel that I would never fin that special someone. I never expected for me to just know that this was the one for me. I know it sounds kinda tacky, but it's true to an extent. Love happens when you leased expect it as long as you never fully give up on it.
The topic of this article is the concept of Karma, which is common to most Eastern Philosophies be it Hinduism or Buddhism.
It is said that in the second watch of the night when the Buddha attained enlightenment he gained a different kind of knowledge, which complemented his knowledge of rebirth – The Law of Karma.
I woke up today realizing how incredibly blessed i am. To have so many people who care about me and love me, and appreciate me for the person I am. To be able to walk out of my front door and see all the beauty and wonder in Mother Nature, and to be able to let her heal me. To be able to have the freedom of choice in my life, to know that what I choose is because I am passionate about it and I feel that it will lead me to better things in life. I feel blessed that I can express myself through… Continue
once I was in the dark
once I was the darkness that people feared
I have been look for what I have now
I have been here and there
looking under rocks and up in trees for this love
I have been fighting to long to find her
her eyes are every thing I can think of
her hair so soft
wen she smiles she brings light my dark room I was in for so long
her touch is nice and soft
her face is so warming to look at