Cameron S.'s Blog

Abused and Forgotten

I wrote this for a friend who ended up stating this after reading some of my work. These are her words….

“i can understand were your coming from on that sweety but what about something for the people fleein home because there being abused by there parents who do drugs or foster kids who r gettin abused or wifes who r gettin abused or flat out abuse... i was abused in everyway possible but luckly i got away from that along time ago”

Abused and…

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Added by Cameron S. on January 17, 2011 at 10:19am — No Comments

the words of nicky

When I wrote this I was thinking what it must be like for people who have to live on the streets. I felt that this could be used to grab people’s attention on how difficult it is for kids who have no choice to flee their homes do to drugs, violence, abuse, etc. It is my hope that this will help people realize just how lucky some of us truly are to have what we do have, and how there are people that would kill for the chance to have half of what we do. The way I see it if this makes you…

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Added by Cameron S. on December 13, 2010 at 11:45pm — 2 Comments

my new journey....

On November25th I experienced an awakening. In a way it almost played out like a coming of age ceremony only or castrated by the God's/Goddesses, and ancient spirits (in my case The God of Fire Lou, The Moon Goddess Luna, Hecate, and the ancient spirits of the storm which I work with closely) First it was a beautiful lightning and thunderstorm yet it was a calm one, then it was supposed to snow, but instead it rained and just before night came a beautiful sunset emerged. Then on the way home,… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on December 7, 2010 at 10:55am — 2 Comments

new beginings and lots of turkey

Well first off I hope everyone overdosed on turkey! ( I know I did)

You see, Thanksgiving has always been a special time to me. For it's upon this time that I start to remember just what it means to be thankful. I'm thankful for my family of course and my friends as well, but I am also thankful that I have been able to persevere through the hardships and learn from them as well. with the seasons come change and for me I feel I have changed a lot. This month is also special for like… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on November 25, 2010 at 10:06pm — No Comments

the problme with pagans...

Why do we (especially pagans) feel we are superior to one another when it has been proven and stated that "no matter how much we know, there is much more to learn." Why do we think we are above one another? So you are a third degree witch?!?! WTF what is that supposed to mean? Honestly it means jack.Nothing, zero zip nota. What are you saying because you went to some fancy pants pagan school you are better then everyone else? I got news for you. No matter what "degree" you have… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on June 13, 2010 at 7:00am — 18 Comments

hmmmmm

I'm kinda suprised about the activity and how so few people seem to use the chatt room While I understand about people being bussy with working on there pages/jobs and what not, Personally I don't understand why people go into the chattroom when they don't even bother to talk. it kinda erks me a bit. I wish that they would talk back or respond somthing even if its "sorry I got to go" would be nice now and again. I miss talking with other fellow wiccans pagans and others in general. we used to… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on December 11, 2009 at 7:26am — 2 Comments

A poem that has special meaning to me

Far and gone away

By Shado

My mind shattered, yet whole...

Your life gone;

one I wished I had known....

A scream echos from your lungs

sounding chorus in my ears,

resounding in my head...

It chills the soul,

it shakes my bones...

Maybe in another life,

I could find you there.

Pulled away before your time...

I can't deal, it's so unfair.

Gone so young;

peace can kill.

Nothing left to… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on November 22, 2009 at 8:33am — 1 Comment

information on the 13th Zodiac

My source for information is here at this link

http://www.love-astrology.com/13th-sign-of-the-zodiac/13th-sign-of-the-zodiac/

Ophiuchus the 13th sign of the Zodiac - also known as Serpentarius, the Serpent Holder.

The constellation Ophiuchus has been known about since ancient times, but you wouldn’t know it.

It was never added to the Zodiac chart as astrologers said that the Sun went straight from Scorpius into Sagittarius, disregarding the fact that… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on September 22, 2009 at 12:29pm — 2 Comments

Whats next?

Ok so we have had many different Presidents from good old Abe Lincoln who helped with slavery, to Washington who helped make the Declaration of Independence as well as others who have made huge impacts. (Needless to say no president is perfect in office) Now we have Obama Who is one if not the first African American Presidents in history, and let’s face it folks a lot of people never dreamed that something like this would happen. Because of Obama becoming president “We” have bridged a huge gap… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on August 28, 2009 at 8:52am — 5 Comments

update and comming out

as the title says so far I have been getting a lot taken care of. I now have a new student and at the moment I am facing my past as well. until that happens and finalizes I don't think I will ever be able to truly love someone at all. right now I feel very shallow....mostly because I feel that the part of my past I am struggling to face. She went well part of hat she went by screen name was Ebonyflame though the rest I had forgotten. I don't blame Ebony, though, mostly I blame myself. Because… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on June 26, 2009 at 11:39am — 1 Comment

How to make Incense and info about incense

I found this online from a web site and thought I would share it with people. granted these are not my words so I don't take credit for them. It's kinda a big blog but I have used this for a while now and found it to be worth looking into. Any who Enjoy!

Incense making is a meditative and enjoyable way to exercise our creativity. It's simple, inexpensive and awakens us to the pleasures of earth's aromatic treasures and our interconnection with nature. Create recipes that greet the… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on June 5, 2009 at 9:03am — No Comments

paths and or cross roads

to follow ones path is not two start a new one but to continue a path long forgotten and less often traveled. we decover hurt sorrow and we discover happiness as well as understanding. each path has many things to discover some we share with others some we do not. each path leads to a point a crossroad to another path the one that becomes chosen reflects on your values of truth. however is it not truth we have set out to find to begin with? is it not truth that we are almost always looking for… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 29, 2009 at 7:11pm — No Comments

If you care about your children, and there future you will read this.

If you care about your children and there future you will read this....

"Why are we so blind to see that the ones we hurt are you and me" by Coolio from the song Gangsters paradise I feel says it best.

Why do we not realize that our actions we do hurt those around us. We were all taught better then that or we should have been. How many people teach there kids decent morals these days? For example holding the door open for a lady or to at least say please and thank you. Hearing… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 26, 2009 at 4:59pm — 2 Comments

im not sure what to put here

It is said that tears are that of a warrior. Those tears that run down our face contain salt witch salt is used to clease or clean a wound.

that said

yeah I loved. I lost. I felt Numb confused. Though things went and well just in smoke. a cloud came over my eyes and I along with the rain;together we cried. outside as well as on the inside. I will not hide my tears I shall become strong steady like the Earth eventually healing becoming able to go back out side. I am no… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 25, 2009 at 1:00pm — 2 Comments

dreams?Life? yeah why not lets talk and listen

It's funny how things can happen in an instant when you least expect it to. Some times we even still see it coming yet it conks us over. Yeah I'm in love right now.I never saw it coming. I used to feel that I would never fin that special someone. I never expected for me to just know that this was the one for me. I know it sounds kinda tacky, but it's true to an extent. Love happens when you leased expect it as long as you never fully give up on it.

It's funny when life decided to… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 16, 2009 at 4:02pm — 3 Comments

I'm back

Here's Johnny!!! lol well no not really just me but hey I'm back finally. All has turned out....well better then expected. I have a bit of a walk to get a connection but hey it'sworth it. I miss talking to you all lol. I hope things are going well for everyone.

peace and love
Cameron S.
~Shadow.

Added by Cameron S. on May 9, 2009 at 5:12pm — 1 Comment

What's going on at the moment

First of all To those who responded so kindly to my last entry I thank you for your prayers,positive energy, and touching comments. I'm at a point where I can actually sit down and type finally again lol To start off my health is doing better then it has been though I find myself feeling more exhausted in more ways then one. Here is a basic summery of what is going on at the moment.

I recently finished moving only to find out now I can't get any connection to come online over at my… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on April 30, 2009 at 10:18pm — 1 Comment

what the fuck people

HONESTLY PEOPLE STOP HARASSING DESFRATA WHAT THE HELL IS THIS BS are we really going to repeat the Salem Witch Trials all over again? Honestly! just because someone knows things!! what in Hades name himself!! Honestly do we shun psychics? do we shun empathic people next? Do we shun those who see glimpses of the future. Heck no we don't! So what the bloody hell makes Desfrata any different!!! YOU ALL SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOUR SELVES. guess what I'm an empath! Are you All going to persecute me!… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on March 30, 2009 at 12:00am — No Comments

Story I'm working on

Still can't come up with a title. Honestly I think the title is the hardest thing about writing a story in my pinion; well that and punctuation.Please feel free to let me know what you all think of it so far when you have a free moment, for I would love to get peoples opinions. ^__^

BY

Cameron P. Smucker (c)

Chapter 1

It all seemed like it had been a dream when it happened. People were still driving cars, and very few walked now a day’s do to… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on March 26, 2009 at 10:21am — No Comments

with a sigh

well one of my roommates is bailing, and moving out not that I blame him I just know I'll be in for some rough times ahead. Though in truth it would have ether been myself or him to leave first. Though now it all feels like all the responsibility will fall on me to make sure certain things are done. Normally I would be fine with that though one of the reasons he gave seemed more like an excuse, and yet I couldn't/can't fault him for it. The first reason was because he wanted to move in with his… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on March 10, 2009 at 6:33pm — No Comments

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