Thanksgiving is often passed by as a day to eat what's put in front of you, football time, parade time, and for some time to spend some money. Whatever way you choose to spend it, make sure its with the ppl you love. Be sure to remind yourself in a world so full of sorrows and chaos...what YOU have to be thankful for in your life and remind yourself of how much worse things could be to attain those reminders if needed. Do a good deed, not to just give, but to remind yourself and others that… Continue
Added by Carabella on November 25, 2009 at 5:56pm —
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When your words reach me,
They heal my soul.
You wrap me in a blanket,
Of adoration and love.
Your eyes hold a voice,
That tells me all your thoughts.
It tells me who you are,
And tells me what you want.
Your skin a haven of rest,
Beckons my fingers to touch.
So warm and inviting to me,
I could stay in your arms forever.
You've given yourself to me,
shown me serenity and bliss.
Gave me a reason to wake…
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Added by Carabella on July 28, 2009 at 10:40am —
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Burn my soul,
Let it ignite.
Too late now,
The ends in sight.
Scorch my heart,
Turn it to ash.
Say your goodbye,
Just let this pass.
My ashes will carry,
With the wind,
When you walk away.
This is not your end.
Carry your walls,
for they're too tough to break.
Please don't let them bury you -
underneath their massive weight.
Don't dwell in the embers,
That are my remains.
Look…
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Added by Carabella on July 28, 2009 at 10:30am —
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WARRIOR'S CLEANSE
Take flight,
Go ahead and soar.
Clouds in sight,
& a sun you can't ingore.
Feel aglow,
Seap in the warmth.
Take it slow,
B/C here lies your comfort.
Let this light,
Heal your battle wounds.
Its alright,
They will disappear soon.
The sun light will blind you,
Take away those memories of pain.
Those clouds in your head,
They will fade away with the rain.
Let the…
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Added by Carabella on July 28, 2009 at 10:27am —
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She made us,
Gave us breath.
She molded us,
To fit her needs.
Gave us sight,
To take in her beauties.
Gave us scent,
To revel in her smells.
Blessed us with touch,
To experience her textures.
Blessed us with hearing,
To listen to her mystic sounds.
She gave us her passion,
So we could embrace her wholly.
She gave us her love,
So we can be as forgiving as she.
She blessed us with so…
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Added by Carabella on July 28, 2009 at 10:21am —
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Enter me
Fill my veins with cold bliss.
Entrancing Jolt.
Nothing could feel better than this.
Light up my soul
Let this magic take hold.
Complete state of euphoria.
Shake me.
Let your electricity fuel my heart.
Cosume me.
Don't let this just be the start.
All this energy is
magnified by your existence.
This love in natural form.
Hold onto me forever.
~J.Kelly
Added by Carabella on June 17, 2009 at 4:22pm —
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sometimes its just too hard to take the trials and tribulations alone and that time is now for me. i wake up not wanting to open my eyes, start a new day...or even talk to anyone. I go to bed feeling like the lonliest soul in the galaxy, knowing that the soul i search for is lightyears away. these feelings that i have....they are the easy way out. i want to know happiness and have a free heart again....i just feel so alone in the journey to that. i'm not one to be such a downer, but i just feel…
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Added by Carabella on June 13, 2009 at 5:04pm —
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TAKE IT.
This feeling of repulsion.
This new emptiness.
This bittersweet reality.
TEAR IT.
Make it not matter.
These thin fragile emotions.
The trust and passion.
REPLACE IT.
Build this fortress.
Protect what is precious.
The hurt is army enough.
SHIELD IT.
No need to try.
Let it take its own defense.
Instinct is my weapon of choice.
Added by Carabella on June 12, 2009 at 8:39am —
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RED
skin tingles
hair stands
eyes haze.
ORANGE
feel weightless
blood hot
adrenaline released.
BLUE
eyes burn
body burning
completely consumed.
RAGE
hold it
release it
conquer it.
Added by Carabella on June 11, 2009 at 9:02pm —
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All around
Intrigue & Astound
Expression-full
Sad & Lull
Expression-less
Nervous & Timid
All around
Faces & Energy
Hold their hand
Broken & Shattered
Take them in
Shame & Regret
All around
Grief & Lonely
Heal their hearts
Closure & Forgive
Light the way
Love & Compassion
All around
Content &…
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Added by Carabella on June 4, 2009 at 9:15pm —
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Feel the moisture,
Inside of that heat.
Breathe it in,
Let it be you.
Touch the bark,
On that oak tree.
Leave it on your skin,
Let it be you.
Welcome the sun,
On your glowing face.
Bask in it,
Let it be you.
Put your ear,
To the ground.
Hear that heartbeat,
Let it be you.
Feel the wind,
Rush over your body.
Have it embrace you,
Let it be you.
Know that She,
Is…
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Added by Carabella on June 4, 2009 at 9:10pm —
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I met a snail yesterday. A really small, shell-less snail, who taught me a life lesson. Slow down, you don't have to know your direction, you only have to navigate a small amount, destiny will lead you where you need to go. These are the answers I have been searching for....and were an awakening for me. My snail sensei. I needed to share this with everyone....when you are having trouble or can't clear your mind...look to Gaia to guide you. She holds the answers and serenity that we all seek.…
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Added by Carabella on June 3, 2009 at 3:21pm —
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Slithering every so slowly,
to destination at which...
is a guess at best.
Knowing this journey,
is for a reason...
not knowing why.
One more step,
another exhale...
not gonna fail.
Keep a steady pace,
keep the task in focus...
not gonna rush this.
Enter the decay,
shed the dead...
will be renewed in the end.
~J.Kelly
Added by Carabella on June 3, 2009 at 10:23am —
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Today, I finished moving into my mom's house. I am so extremely exhausted, not only from moving in three days...but b/c it didn't get under 90 degrees here the whole time i was moving. That's the dirty south for ya! :D I needed a good sweat, it feels very cleansing. I'm good and tired...gonna get some real rest tonight, b/c i earned it. that is always a good feeling to me. Logan and I have made amends and are gonna stay friends (bff) i was hoping that after 6 1/2 years that it would at least…
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Added by Carabella on May 31, 2009 at 4:38pm —
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Knowing you,
knowing this...
could've been more,
could've been bliss.
Chose not to jump,
chose not to dive.
maybe its the only thing,
that will keep me alive.
I let it go,
I let it slip.
thought it was turning,
thought it was gonna flip.
never made it that far,
never let it consume me.
did i close my eyes to it,
or fail what was to be?
never knew then,
never i will.
Added by Carabella on May 30, 2009 at 6:30pm —
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I have it chained,
this demon within.
It wants to break free,
needs to taste some sin.
Touch me with words,
touch me with sighs.
Caress me with your skin,
Take me with your eyes.
I want to break it,
let this demon be free.
Want to unleash it,
let it be what it wants to be.
Anything less....
wouldn't be right.
Anything more....
and I'll lose all sight.
Just give me what I need,
satisfy me to the core.
Fill…
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Added by Carabella on May 29, 2009 at 11:56am —
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Afraid of what?
Afraid of it all.
Won't let them hurt me.
Won't allow myself to fall.
Just put up your barriers,
that'll make it painless.
Noone can breach them,
but everything comes with danger.
Too many emotions,
only one heart.
Not enough time,
of course I push to part.
My easy escape,
my one way ticket out.
Nothing seems to sway me,
nothing to change my doubts.
Can't let this happen,
I already know the…
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Added by Carabella on May 29, 2009 at 5:19am —
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For those of you who know the happenings of my life, you know that I am in the process of moving and starting over currently. I am moving out today, thus meaning I will be losing the laptop. I won't be on here quite as often from now on. I have no intentions of buying a new laptop or anything. For anyone who needs me just leave me a message on here and I will of course get back to you as soon as I can. Those of you whom I've given my number too, I gave it to you for a reason....so if you need…
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Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 9:06am —
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Hold it down,
Hold it back.
Don't let it out,
Just don't want to crack.
Turn them into normal,
Create something real.
Not sure where to start,
Never wanted to know how this feels.
Tell me all I need to hear,
knowing I need peace.
Use my emotions to turn me,
until the pressure isn't ceasing.
Shape the words into love,
my soul yearns for this.
It is my sadistic medicine,
that I want to shove away.
I'm told I have to…
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Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:25am —
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My words are chaos,
how can i expect you to understand?
My thoughts a tornado,
tearing away all that was planned.
To leave you like this,
bitter,broken, unkown...
brings emotion that cannot be shown.
You, brought me to life
made me realize my worth.
You, will always have my love
and I could never thank you enough.
The things we wanted
almost so real you could touch them.
Just a matter of road in between,
became impossible it…
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Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:00am —
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