December 2011 Blog Posts (18)

What Does Love Mean?

This is from a widely circulated email where the source is unknown:

A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got…

The Middle Pillar Ritual, or MPR, is a good method for centering, practicing one’s

visualizations and adding a higher dimension to lessons one and two. The MPR uses

traditional Qabalistic powers to energize the Sephiroth (spheres) of the Middle Pillar of

the traditional Tree of Life: Kether, Daath, Tiphareth, Yesod and Malkuth. The

influences of these correspond nicely to the Eastern conception of “chakras,” or energy

centers, of which there are principally seven:…

okay so i keep having these dreams where i stress my mind really hard and i start to like levitate and it SO real i mean i can actually feal this weird sensation in my body and when i wake up im sweating and tense and i still have the sensation but its lighter can someone help me find out what this means?

Not happy today

Why do I keep speaking?

When there's not much to say?

Why keep pretending?

When I don't feel right today

I can't keep denying I am hurting you by just being around

When your doubt leads to your hurt

And I have left you bruised on the surface and bleeding within

Nothing can help this state that you’re in

Tumbling down like rain from the sky

My a tears on the brink

Begging to…

LEFT

You're the only thing I think about

It’s so confusing I’m gonna shout

You’re the one who was hurt

And I knew then you were going to walk out

And still you're the only one I can't live without

You’re more important to me than air

Being without you I cannot bear

Us parting is so unfair

My mind says: you hurting her

So just leave her

But my heart won't obey

No, it won't dare!!

You…

Thoughts Of A Love Lost

I wonder what you're doing now, if you ever think of me,

the ways we loved each other, and how things used to be.

Do I blow across your mind some days, invade your dreams at night,

when love was real and we were young and held each other tight.



Broken roads we walked upon, paths trodden long ago,

now and then I do go back... Oh Yes, how I loved you so!

Distant thoughts that I remember, still can make me feel so…

I still Dream of you, Carol

My eyes will eventually learn not to weep for you

My arms will know there's no need to reach for you

But as long as my heart tells my mind what to do

How can I tell my dreams not to sleep with you?

During my busy days I’ll find ways to keep you out of my mind

But I’ll know you come and go about a thousand times

When the day slowly fades into midnight's deepest blue

I'll close my eyes and realize my dreams will sleep with…

shall i be the wind grazing your cheek, softly blowing your hair, shall i be the moon beautiful and bright in the night sky, searching for you smile, wishing for you to gaze at me with love, shall i be the sun that warms your soul on cold winter days, shall i be the flame casting shadows silhouette in your cabin, shall i be the second beat of your heart that keep you alive, shall i be the very air you breath that keep your lungs filled with joy, shall i be the ghost or a being to keep you…

as i walk the streets they're always crowded, everything is black and white, all i can see are dull faces with no features,no emotions, im truly alone my heart tells me, an outcast in the world, blues and greens resonating out from me, its to dull, its to dark, its to quiet, soft cool drops falling on my face, hiding my tear stained eyes, rain humm amazing, why... why am i so alone my heart shouts out to the world, why haven't i found a beautiful soul to bring color to my world, in the…

your in a cold dark place with know one around, everything seems lost, everything seems pointless, and when there are people around it always seems as if there laughing, you try to cover your ears, and yet the things they say are impossible to tune out, tragedy strikes and reality sits in, there is nothing left to live for, there is nothing holding you here on this plane, seeming impossible thoughts, wanting and yearning for some hand to hold, some shoulder to cry on, someones warmth,…

who am i? where am i? why does it hurt so much? each time, each moment last an eternity, silently watching the stars, wishing for him to grant my wishes, wanting more then ever to have you next to me, stars begin to fall and wishes become real, thoughts of you become even more clear, silence in the night, calm cool breezes pass me by, feeling so alone, so lost, warm arms hold me close, humm your there laying your head on my shoulder, dreaming of forever, the intoxicating scent of your hair,…

in such a dismal world i can find something so interesting, the way you smile so innocent, i cant seem to look away, your aura so bright the way you look at life is so interesting, i smile when you giggle or laugh, humm its so weird, and when you look directly at me i cant speak, my heart skips a beat, and im yours

Heterosexuality isn't normal, just common.

— Derek Jarman

he Calyx explores wild sexuality. So what’s that? Sexuality and sexual identity that is diverse, daring, intense or in some other way outside the bounds of the domesticated or civilized norm. In some senses, sexuality itself is “wild”. It is visceral, unpredictable, messy, organic, and viewed by authoritarian societies everywhere as being in need of domestication and control…

I am having some troubles figuring out where each element belongs on the pentagram. I know that Spirit is the upper point, considering Spirit is my element but the other four decieve me. So tell me if im right, Starting with spirit and continuing Deosil around the pentagram, would it be Air, Water, Fire, Earth or Air, Water, Earth, Fire? Or neither of those.

In the old park, deserted in the frost

A while ago two shapes came drifting past

Their eyes have died, their lips become so weak

That they can hardly speak

In the old park in the frost

A ghost was reminiscing to a Ghost

-Can you recall our ectasy of long ago ?

-Why stir the memory? why do you want know ?

-Does your heart still beat at the mention of my name as ever ?

Do you still see my spirit in…

i am not!!! a satan worshiper and no not just because you say i am does it make me one i am a wiccan i do not believe in creating evil in the world but in fact do i believe in reducing the evil you people "drama creators" cause with your words that harm and deceive even your own religeon i detest your one sided thoughts and i cast you away from me like a stone i need not your negetive energies!!! I am a daughter of our god and goddess and will not allow you to cause there to be harm to me…

why are people so cruel and demeaning we judge others on things they were born with! things they cant change! A girl is walking down the hall her hair is white because she was born an albino, people call her a freek! why is she so different because she isnt like you? because her eyes make you feel guilty, because shes kind to everyone even though she knows they talk about her. A boy is walking through school his eyes are two different colors hes a product of incest bullies are constantly…