Jynxie bloodlust's Blog – December 2008 Archive (15)

her last sight was that of the pale moonlight

hanging high above her head

her life was nothing spectacular

she unimportant at least

her death will no doubt will be the same

or so he said

if she knew then what she knows now

she wouldv'e stayed away

he said he loved her best

but when she tried to leave

he stood blocking the doorway

if she wouldn't be his

she just wouldn't exist

so he slid the blade 'cross her throat

freedom… Continue

as i stare at the bright and shining moon
i think of you
do you ever do the same
do you think of me in that same moonlight
it's hard to believe that the moon looking down at me now is the very same that looked upon us those nights long ago
does the moon remember those nights as i
or are they forgotten in the darkness of the still nights
does the moon weep as i weep
do you even shed a tear

she didn't know how much she could take
before her heart would finally break
all they do is fight and scream
this relationship is far from a dream
she never knew just what to say
he could never seem to stay
all night long she cried and cried
it never worked no matter how she tried
she knew what she had to do
she had to run from all that she knew
this life wasn't meant for her
things can't go back to the way they were

they said try telling yourself it will get better

how can i, when i know in my heart it's not true

im the one person i can't seem to lie to

that night she ate a handful of candies

she said her prayers and went to sleep

they found her days later, empty bottle

no one expected this

they buried her beneath the daisies

the flowers she loved so well

now she's one of the flowers, silent and still

they stand beautifully, just as she in life

how bad… Continue

what do i do
now that you're gone?
i just think of you
and play sad songs

what do i do?
no second chance
now that we're through
no last slow dance

what do i do
when you're to blame
my love was true
im still shocked how soon the end came

what do i do
now you've moved on
you in love too
i guess now we're gone

we used to laugh we used to smile
we seemed so happy if just for awhile
it took so long to see you've changed
you're whole personality rearranged
too bad your soul was full of greed
you just can't give me what i need
our life together seemed so empty
i guess i have to put this simply
i love you more than words can say
but now we have to go our own way

a man who cannot lie

a man to never make me cry

a man to love me for today

a man to love me here, for aye

a man who thinks im beautiful inside out

a man to be there without a doubt

a man to think we are in heaven

a man who wants a child, plus eleven

a man who makes the butterflies flutter

a man with sweet words to utter

a man who makes my knees go weak

a man who causes my heart to speak

a man with whom i have nothing to fear

a man… Continue

no ring on my hand
no wedding to plan
nothing to birth
here on this earth
no one to love
when push comes to shove
my love was wasted
life yet to be tasted

look at me speak to me

and you will see

the kind of friend that we could be

staring into each others eyes

looking at the late night skies



kiss me love me

and you will see

the kind of lover's that we could be

playing love romantic game

nothing will ever be the same



hold me touch me

and you will see

the kind of wife that i could be

holding each other the whole night through

for you, there is nothing i wouldn't… Continue

do you love me

yes you do

there's nobody out there

that can replace you



with you i have adventure

with you i have a friend

someone with whom i can be immature

til the very end



i don't know what i would do

if you were no longer here

i would have no one to talk to

no post breakup cheer



no late night laughs

no secrets shared

you are my other half

to you no one compares



my friends you have a… Continue

im drowning in a sea of tears

ill luck has brought life to all my fears

why was i so easily cast aside?

what did you really have to hide?

i gave you my love, i gave everything

when you were near my heart would sing

i trusted you, i let myself fall

i had a chance to take down my walls

we fell in love so hard, so fast

everyone was so sure we would last

no one understood why you said it was over

now dark thoughts over my hear now hover

i… Continue

your kiss still lingers on my lips

the feeling of your fingertips

your hands upon my waist

me begging for a taste

your breath on the back of my neck

im here at you every call and beck

your arms around me tight

my love for you taking flight

your fingers running through my hair

letting me know that you are there

your voice whispering in my ear

just soft enough for me to hear

your mouth forming the words

words so sweet as you draw me… Continue

after all you put me through

i should be filled with hate

hate for you , hate for her

hating myself for not trusting fate

instead it's pity i feel

my heart will always belong to you

but make no mistake i will not be used

i deserve better, i know now that's true

i spend less time wishing you were loving me

now i wonder how a man can be so base

houw can you stay with someone you don't love

how can you say you want me to my face

i no… Continue

people tell me you don't love me

people say that you dont care

but the look you give me varies

to the look of love we share

my faith in you diminished

when you ran around and lied

i thought my love for you was finished

but my love for you i found

i don't know what to do

with this onslaught of emotions

i get nervous when i see you

i just cant go through the motions

i love the way that you caress

i know you love me like i love… Continue

we break up it's something that we do

we make up it's what i love about you

but not this time, you stayed away

you found someone else in a matter of days

i'm numb, i dont know how to feel

i didn't think being alone like this would kill

you said you're happier, and why shouldn't you be

you were never this happy when you were with me

you come over and we make love

you say you want me, that there's no one above

you tell me she's nothing, she's just… Continue