Obsidian Sphinx's Blog – September 2009 Archive (15)

Poem & Spell…



Templars, Illuminati, Free Mason’s fall, The children of Ptah bastardized by greed thought they could keep it all. Hide it all. But Isis, Maat, and Thoth the thrice great, rules the moon so like the tide, true earthly power is doomed to rise and fall.



There’s just not enough liquor to drown the melancholy and malcontent. The joy that turns sour when once you though it heaven sent. What makes life sour? The lack or the abuse of power? Both eventually give… Continue

Crying Marionette



written by Alberto a.k.a. "THE BAORNESS" Kennedy



On March 29, 2009





It’s hard. To be the discards of a shattered heart that loves you. So use, to being used and it somehow felt so good to be abused by her beautiful evil. Her tears of poison I kissed away, I couldn’t stay away though I’ve always known, I have to stay the hell away.



Her voice, honey laced cyanide, I’ve tried and tried, existed and survived, without her toxic… Continue

Love is like wine so thick and velvety smooth slightly burning as it soothes and flushes your face with its presence filling you with a majestic decadence as it adorns you with an unparalleled warmth, that it leaves inside of you. Never in back of you or in front of you but always and forever proud, tall and faithfully at either side of you.



Its touch exorcises demons from your very foundations; revelations are discovered through the eyes it gives you no lie can exist when your heart… Continue

This Poem is for my Father who passed away about 4 years ago or so. Though I knew him and still remember his face, his voice and his smile and the inflections behind his words. He was never really there. Odd thing is after my my moms divorced him he became more and more unstable and after a couple of romances and years he became homeless. He tried to get it together but the Streets of L.A. and being homeless for 13 years took it's toll. He died on the streets. With no one to claim his body.… Continue

Jealousy…



I am so blessed that my true friends are never jealous of me. They just accept me as I am and I them. Jealousy accomplishes nothing. I think this emotion out of all the others is the most hilarious. I honestly do. I mean really? You’re going to waste time from your life being angry and wanting what another person has or has accomplished? Really? You are not even going to make any attempt in achieving any type of happiness for yourself that may be equal to or at the very… Continue

Sometimes I…



Sometimes I forget I am as fallible as anyone else, I am so much more than just myself, I breathe the same air that everybody else does because What is? Has been and always was.



I am not better than you, because of what I have or what I do. I’m the same as you, because just like you? To my own self I’m true always doing what I got to do, to get myself and everyone else I love up, above and surviving on through.



I constantly remind myself that money… Continue

CHORUS-



I spit shit the way it has to be, now don't get mad at me when I tell you who the bastard be, dastardly, deeds, indeed, I commit that's why you after me, keep fuckin' wit this bitch some ya'll mutha fuckas have to bleed.



I spit shit the way it has to be, now don't get mad at me when I tell you who the bastard be, dastardly, deeds, indeed, I commit that's why you after me, keep fuckin' wit this bitch some ya'll mutha fuckas have to… Continue

Written in 2007



by



Alberto (THE BARONESS IVANNA SLAPAHO) Kennedy



Café Sienna was my favorite coffee shop. It has long since closed but I made so many friends and had so many experiences there that I am at times overwhelmed with nostalgia when I walk by where it used to be. I can remember one day in particular I was enjoying my solitude and allowed my mind to wander as I people watched and savored the decadent flavor of my mocha. The rich, thick chocolate… Continue

Akadian / Sumerian Incantation (EXCORSISM)



“SILVER FIRE” / "KASPUM GIRRU"



Ellum sespu kaspum girru Kashad gidim Xul! Ellum sespu kaspum girru Kashad Maskim Xul! Ellum sespu kaspum girru Kashad Gigim Xul! Ellum sespu kaspum girru Kashad Alla Xul!

Translation: (HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL SPIRIT, HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL PERSON, HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL POWER, HOLY POWERFUL SILVER FIRE CONQUER THE EVIL… Continue

Hello. Just wanted to share with you (the guy that is currently reading this!) what I am about and what I am looking for in a companion.



I am 6'1 ft, 210 lbs. average build, feminine, a Drag Queen, a bottom and highly sexual. I have a steady job as a Case Manager in the Human Social Service arena working with the homeless population here in Santa Barbara, Ca. it's important for me to do things that somehow make a difference. I am a care taker to an ill relative and so they stay with… Continue

POEM TITLED “THE POWERFUL DEUX”



I AM NOT NEW TO MANY SCENES ROUTINES, REALITIES THE WORLDS OF CUT THROATS, HUSTLERS AND THE GENERALLY OBSCENE. I KEEP MY GAME PRISTINE. I MAKE MY PROPHECIES MANIFIEST LIKE CELESTINE. I MAKE MY DREAMS REALITY LIKE THAT RABBIT THAT WAS VELVETINE.



NEW GANGSTAS ROCK A SUIT AND A TIE; THEY LIKE TO LIE AND TAKE YOUR MONEY, YOUR HOME YA LIFE AND NEVER TELL YOU WHY. THEY BE SLICK AND SLY, THE KIND OF MEN AND WOMEN THAT WOULD SELL THEIR MAMA FOR A… Continue

THE PHEONIX HEART: A LESSON ABOUT LOVE



The truest love is by far the rarest boon life, destiny or the Divine itself can gift you with. It is a grace that is too often taken advantage of and torn asunder by greed, insecurity, fear or by those that seek to destroy it because they are incapable of feeling this clean, transcendental emotion. To feel true unconditional love is to become innocent and virginal again. It’s always new. No matter how many times you feel it. One never falls in… Continue

The Masculine and Feminine Gay factor



There are some Masculine gay men that are attracted to Masculine or Feminine Gay men. There are some Feminine Gay men that are attracted to both Feminine or Masculine Gay men. This is the usual with varying degrees of the feminine and masculine polarity. I have been with feminine men and masculine men. Though I tend to be attracted to masculine gay man I cannot disregard the likely hood of my falling for a fem.



I share this with you… Continue

Zombie



My master’s heart is so cold, it gives mine frost bite. He lies. He told me he was the light that guides me. I fell for his illusions only to understand that he is the warden to the inevitable darkness that has become the prison that hides me. From the world I turned away from, but have always sought to be a part of. It’s his words that cut in to me like razor blades against my tear stained face. All I see is nothing when I look in to the mirror of his eyes when he stares at… Continue

Telepathic Time Travel ( T.T.T.) and energy folding…



This is what any sorcerer worth their salt can do with the altar of their minds. I do not recommend trying this at all if you do not work magic because it may cause adverse effects to your psyche and may open you up to inter-dimensional energies aching to gain access to this dimension via your cranium.

A long time ago, I was a black magician. I promise to tell you all what I used to be like and later but that will not serve my… Continue