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May 2009 Blog Posts (38)

A Dream

Fuzzy and intangible

Never should I feel like this

Lost in my own thoughts

Floating in oblivion

Transfer my pain

To another part of myself

Only when that pain subsides

Shall I feel lucid once again

Isolated for eternity

But it is by choice

It lessens my anxiety

But it builds back again

Too many times I've lost myself

Hoping for a rescue

I turn the tables

Become a hero

And fail in my endeavor

Listless once… Continue

Added by Kodi Jimenez on May 31, 2009 at 5:00pm — 1 Comment

coming to an end....

Today, I finished moving into my mom's house. I am so extremely exhausted, not only from moving in three days...but b/c it didn't get under 90 degrees here the whole time i was moving. That's the dirty south for ya! :D I needed a good sweat, it feels very cleansing. I'm good and tired...gonna get some real rest tonight, b/c i earned it. that is always a good feeling to me. Logan and I have made amends and are gonna stay friends (bff) i was hoping that after 6 1/2 years that it would at least… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 31, 2009 at 4:38pm — 1 Comment

Forever Yours

Lay me down

Feed me temptation

Suppress my solidarity

Tear down my walls

Make me yours forever

Own me

Hold me

Slip into nothingness with me

Show me my future

Reality falls away

Seeing only your eyes

Control me

Command me

Make me obey

Manipulate me

Forever in your arms

I am yours

Writing this one was not difficult. Many times I have writer's block and can't seem to get the thoughts in my head on paper.… Continue

Added by Kodi Jimenez on May 31, 2009 at 1:40pm — 2 Comments

What is love

Love is what we want

love is what we need

love is what we can see in others eyes

We all need love

but it is up to us to find it

the way we look

is the way we will find it

if you give up you will be lost for life

when you can just sit there and hold some one

that is love

when you have thoughts running through about that person

that is love

when you tell that person that you love them all the time but you feel like you… Continue

Added by THE BITCH FROM HELL on May 31, 2009 at 1:28pm — 2 Comments

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Knowing you,
knowing this...
could've been more,
could've been bliss.

Chose not to jump,
chose not to dive.
maybe its the only thing,
that will keep me alive.

I let it go,
I let it slip.
thought it was turning,
thought it was gonna flip.

never made it that far,
never let it consume me.
did i close my eyes to it,
or fail what was to be?

never knew then,
never i will.

Added by Carabella on May 30, 2009 at 6:30pm — No Comments

Relief

Let me be

Let me die

Let me bleed

Let me cry

Put my pain away

Tuck it into bed

Cozy in myself

Once again the slumbering Dead

Soul is searching

Finding

Waiting

To be touched like no other

Fill me with your dreams so that I may uncover

The secrets of your mind

Of your soul

Of your own prison you call life

Why not show me above all else

To me you are my heart

My life

My one true… Continue

Added by Kodi Jimenez on May 30, 2009 at 3:56pm — 4 Comments

paths and or cross roads

to follow ones path is not two start a new one but to continue a path long forgotten and less often traveled. we decover hurt sorrow and we discover happiness as well as understanding. each path has many things to discover some we share with others some we do not. each path leads to a point a crossroad to another path the one that becomes chosen reflects on your values of truth. however is it not truth we have set out to find to begin with? is it not truth that we are almost always looking for… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 29, 2009 at 7:11pm — No Comments

UNCHAINED

I have it chained,

this demon within.

It wants to break free,

needs to taste some sin.

Touch me with words,

touch me with sighs.

Caress me with your skin,

Take me with your eyes.

I want to break it,

let this demon be free.

Want to unleash it,

let it be what it wants to be.

Anything less....

wouldn't be right.

Anything more....

and I'll lose all sight.

Just give me what I need,

satisfy me to the core.

Fill… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 29, 2009 at 11:56am — 3 Comments

Pagan "University" on the web: South Carolina Pagan Ministry Seminary!

I think this is good news. I haven't come across a specifically Pagan Seminary before. And it appears to be non-denominational as well. What I like is that it is located in South Carolina.... geographically nearer to the states in the US that seem to be more prejudiced against Pagans.

http://cherryhillseminary.org/about_mission.html

If anyone would like to contribute and add more sites like this, making this a list… Continue

Added by Rebecca (Community Moderator) on May 29, 2009 at 10:08am — No Comments

Starve It Til' It Dies

Afraid of what?

Afraid of it all.

Won't let them hurt me.

Won't allow myself to fall.

Just put up your barriers,

that'll make it painless.

Noone can breach them,

but everything comes with danger.

Too many emotions,

only one heart.

Not enough time,

of course I push to part.

My easy escape,

my one way ticket out.

Nothing seems to sway me,

nothing to change my doubts.

Can't let this happen,

I already know the… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 29, 2009 at 5:19am — No Comments

Joined up for mental healing/ Peace

I ran away from religion 40 years ago. Never could swallow most of the stories.

I have met 3 wiccans in my 54 years. I thought them to be offbeat. But now I have started to develop a bit of insight to paganism.

I have health issues Multiple Sclerosis (MS) & Restless Leg Syndrome (RLS). I am interested in relief from there symptoms.

The MS is a lost cause. was diagnosed in May 1993. I had over 500 tests in the past 16 years. I injected myself with there A, B,… Continue

Added by Charles Rist on May 28, 2009 at 2:38pm — No Comments

time out

For those of you who know the happenings of my life, you know that I am in the process of moving and starting over currently. I am moving out today, thus meaning I will be losing the laptop. I won't be on here quite as often from now on. I have no intentions of buying a new laptop or anything. For anyone who needs me just leave me a message on here and I will of course get back to you as soon as I can. Those of you whom I've given my number too, I gave it to you for a reason....so if you need… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 9:06am — 2 Comments

Peace Seeking and Bound

Hold it down,

Hold it back.

Don't let it out,

Just don't want to crack.

Turn them into normal,

Create something real.

Not sure where to start,

Never wanted to know how this feels.

Tell me all I need to hear,

knowing I need peace.

Use my emotions to turn me,

until the pressure isn't ceasing.

Shape the words into love,

my soul yearns for this.

It is my sadistic medicine,

that I want to shove away.

I'm told I have to… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:25am — No Comments

The Parting

My words are chaos,

how can i expect you to understand?

My thoughts a tornado,

tearing away all that was planned.

To leave you like this,

bitter,broken, unkown...

brings emotion that cannot be shown.

You, brought me to life

made me realize my worth.

You, will always have my love

and I could never thank you enough.

The things we wanted

almost so real you could touch them.

Just a matter of road in between,

became impossible it… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 28, 2009 at 6:00am — No Comments

Random poems

We met

Apon a hill we met

It was something I thought I would never regret

A little daisy was picked and placed in my hair

In a Forest we met

It was something I thought I would never regret

A pretty rose was picked and placed on my door step

In a field we met

It was something I thought I would never regret

A daffodil was picked and placed apon my grave

Haiku Poems

Separating… Continue

Added by Plague Master on May 27, 2009 at 12:18pm — No Comments

how do i add this to my home thingy/ my page

i want everyone to be able to chat with me

so how do i add this to my page? i wish to know,… Continue

Added by genevieve nicole drouin on May 27, 2009 at 9:06am — No Comments

If you care about your children, and there future you will read this.

If you care about your children and there future you will read this....

"Why are we so blind to see that the ones we hurt are you and me" by Coolio from the song Gangsters paradise I feel says it best.

Why do we not realize that our actions we do hurt those around us. We were all taught better then that or we should have been. How many people teach there kids decent morals these days? For example holding the door open for a lady or to at least say please and thank you. Hearing… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 26, 2009 at 4:59pm — 2 Comments

im not sure what to put here

It is said that tears are that of a warrior. Those tears that run down our face contain salt witch salt is used to clease or clean a wound.

that said

yeah I loved. I lost. I felt Numb confused. Though things went and well just in smoke. a cloud came over my eyes and I along with the rain;together we cried. outside as well as on the inside. I will not hide my tears I shall become strong steady like the Earth eventually healing becoming able to go back out side. I am no… Continue

Added by Cameron S. on May 25, 2009 at 1:00pm — 2 Comments

New?

I am new to this stuff, these feelings.

Not really sure how to take any of it. I believe the smile on my face, and the way my heart beats fast when he looks at me.

I don't know how to react to this.

My mind likes to go to a place that makes me cry.

It goes to a place where we aren't around anymore. Where I am alone. Where mourning takes the place of love.

~~love~~ alone fear death life

I am telling myself I… Continue

Added by Erick Atwood on May 24, 2009 at 9:30am — No Comments

Retreat

At a time in my life when I feel like all barriers should be up, b/c I am so emotionally vulnerable, it seems like they are nonexistent. My emotions tend to be out of control these days. I'm a normally somewhat grounded person. It seems at a time when a person feels this way, all the things that make you feel like a wonderful/horrible person create a tornado of chaos in your head. I'm almost frozen in fear of the next step in my life b/c of this. I know how much I have to look forward to, and I… Continue

Added by Carabella on May 23, 2009 at 11:20am — 2 Comments