April 2010 Blog Posts (12)

Through my life I have never followed one path. I have pulled from all teachings I have been exposed to. I'm not sure how to explain this in words, but I try to learn from all symbols of my life.



I'm a Libra according to my birth day. I'm a Metal Ram according to the Chinese Zodiac, in the Celtic beliefs I'm Ivy, and according to Native American beliefs I am a Raven or Crow. All of these have many similarities, and differences as well. I follow the strong similarities, and I question… Continue

Always told myself I would never blog. Ah well, times change and so do people and opinions. I prefer to be called Poodle if you don't mind. It's a pet name that has been with me since Middle School.



I guess I;m here in hopes of finding help with figuring out what I am. I've been exposed to so much in my life, I am confused about my spiritual path. Now in… Continue

Okay, so im starting to get a hang on my spirituality! Which is good, but there is something that is really bugging me and I cannot figure it out.

Its about my dreams. Im sleeping at night, but im having dreams that seem way too real, and i can remember every detail about them. But what I cant figure out is that, when I wake up, I feel like I havent slept an ounce!

Could it be that I am astral projecting in my sleep? Is that even possible?

If anyone has any suggestions…

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How is this possible? how can i read peoples minds know what they are thinking and tell how they really feel even if they are hiding it ? and there is a weird shadow that tends to visit during the day that follows me and its a man figure taller than i and sometimes he follows my boyfriend.. what is this or who could it be? ive asked it to state whom it is but never a reply.. can anyone help me on this? soon i hope im slowly going blind in my right eye.. and struggling with two tumors in the… Continue

Words of Brimstone and Light…



I’ve been down this road of duplicitous twists, trysts, paths of both pain and bliss but this is not what bliss is. A heart full of ache, longing for an insincere and venomous kiss.



Your essence reminds me of the demons…

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While getting started on my altar originally I was torn between two ideas. One a traditional Wicca style and two a more abstract personal style.



The first I put in my attic because the space was available. The other one I put in my basement again because that space was available. I also chose these two different places because I live with other people and it was easier to keep long-term spells and rituals from getting disjointed or interrupted.



Initially, it became difficult… Continue

Aradia gives me, well, what I need every day, and I do my best to return the favor. One way I show my devotion to her is blogging about her at MyAradia.com. Any suggestions or posts, please let me know. Thanks. gene@myaradia.com (Not selling a thing, just loving a goddess).

My cosmic link: The second element, water.

My feeling: I discover the cosmic matrice.

My meditation: I am PRESENCE.

My key-words: I listen to my guardian angel

On my Fool's pilgrimage, I have accepted the incarnation meeting the Magician, the number I.

Now I learn to go ahead with the next lesson: the High Priestess, number two.

I begin to see my inner…

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No one can know the potential,

Of a life that is committed to win;

With courage - the challenge it faces,

To achieve great success in the end!





So, explore the Dimension of Greatness,

And believe that the world CAN be won;

By a mind that is fully committed,

KNOWING the task can be done!





Your world has no place for the skeptic,

No room for the DOUBTER to stand;

To weaken your firm resolution

That you CAN EXCEL in this… Continue

When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight."

--- Kahlil Gibran

FAREWELL



The sand of time are running low

And soon my children I must go

My heart with love for you is filled

But soon its beating must be…

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When life gives you lemons you make lemonade right, but wht if that lemonade is not sweet. what if the lemonade is bitter or sour, then what do you do. well the reason i'm asking is beacause when you want sweat you get sour and when you want sour you get sweat.

My mom passed so when i wanted sweat and fun with everyone i get sour. People don't understand how it feels to lose a…

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