Kodi Jimenez's Blog – April 2009 Archive (3)

I have a wooded area across the street from my house where I go to perform my rituals. Lately I've been doing more than ever. My friends that live by me and also some of my friends here on this site have wanted me to help them. I have been going through a lot lately in my personal life and honestly when I perform a ritual it takes me to another place where all my fears and worries dissolve. So when I'm having personal problems I like to just go to the woods and meditate. Or just sit there and… Continue

I have inner strength. I know I do. If I know this then why do I rely so much on others to keep me afloat? Is it because of my past hurts? Is it because I don't want to assume responsibility for myself? Do I not want to be able to protect myself, or do I just not think I'm worthy of this inner strength, this inner beauty that I possess? If others take care of me, then I don't have to. It's not necessary for me to use that power that I have buried deep inside of me.



It's there, lying… Continue

It all started with a young girl at the age of 19. She had just filled out an application for employment at a local nursing home. She headed back home. The next day she got a call from her future employer. She got called in for an interview and she went to it, determined to gain the job that was being offered. When she walked in to the room where her potential new boss was seated. It was love at first sight. And the girl was not thinking of the love of her new job, which was basically just… Continue