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The broken Chain

By Renee’

Little did we know?

That morning

Our Goddess beckoned you

She called to you

The Goddess called your name

In life we all loved you dearly

In death we miss you sadly

It broke our hearts to lose you

You did not go alone

For part of us went with you

The day the Goddess called you home

You left us loving memories

Your love is still our guide

Our hearts yearn for your care

And though we cannot see you

We all know

You are always at our side

Our love chain is broken

And nothing seems the same

But as the Goddess calls us

One by one

Our love chain will link again

The meaning of you

By Renee’

You are the sun in my day

The wind in my sky

The waves in my ocean

And you are the beat in my heart

All my dreams came true the day that I met you

I Love You!

You are the sunshine of my life

Thanks for brightening up my world

With the warmth of your Love

You are the fire that burns the passion within my soul

I love You with all my heart

I want to be your arms

I want to feel your touch

I want your lips on mine

I want to feel your smooth skin against mine

I need you so much

I want to stare into your eyes

And never look away

I want you to hold me in your arms

And tell me it’s okay

I want to kiss with a passion that only we can share

And when I fall down I want you to be there

Next to me

To pick me up and hold me in your arms

Keep me safe

Put your head to my heart

Hear the beating of my burning desire

As your love flows around my body

Close your mouth around mine

And taste all I am

Feel my heat

Let my desire be your fire

You light up a fire deep inside me

Every time you come close to me

 See the pure, raw love I hold for you

And let us burn together

Forever

We can already see each other’s flames flicker in ecstasy

Together as one

Always and Forever

Looking into your eyes I can see your beauty

Looking into your soul I can see passion

Looking into your mind I can see intelligence

But looking into your heart I can see the world

My world

A world I want to keep forever

I never tell you enough

How much i love you

And how much I care

If you look inside my heart

You will see it beats for you

You are always deep within the caverns of my heart

 You are in my thoughts every moment of every day

I wish I were a tear

So I could roll down your cheek

And drop onto your lips

And be your taste

That fills your heart with my love

I love you

Love is the passion we feel inside of our hearts

That we can't hide

Sometimes we pretend to hide it

But the desire burns us

More and more

Until the pain grows and grows

And it never ends

"Passion" a word which involves so many of my feelings for you

I feel it when we touch

I feel it when we kiss

I feel it when I look at you

I feel it when you make love to me

For you are my passion

My one true love

I envy any girl that has ever hugged U

Cuz in that 1 moment

They held my whole world in their arms

You are my Passion

There are some things in life that catch your eye

And then

There are those that capture your heart

Your pursue is to enslave my heart

Imprison my soul

You are the spark

That ignites my desire

You are the flame that heats me up

And sends me to places no one can

I love you

I am you

A Blessing For My Friends

 May happiness bless you in many ways.

May love come to you for many days. 

This wiccan light I shine on thee. 

For you are all loved by me. 

May your days be full of love. 

For your spirit takes flight like a dove. 

The Goddess bless, and the Goddess endure. 

For we all know your hearts are pure. 

In love and light blessings upon thee, this is the spell cast from me

Seeking my pathway to happiness

By Renee’

Finding no path for the comfort of my mind

I shunned advice from words of wisdom

I ventured forward

Without abandon

Only holding my compass of life

To find the real me

Searching the highways and streets of silver wishes

I passed through memory’s villages

And seeing a pretty young girl waving from her doorway

A simple smile she gave

And went back to her childish games

The adult in me frowned

Looked again

And saw that child was me

And I smiled

Reading life’s diary

Verses of adversary

 Finding that impossible dream

Dreams of shelter shed kisses

With love notes that turned into blue Mondays

Standing on a busy street

With hoards of faceless people

 Stampeding past me

As a myriad of emotions

Raced through my spinning mind

As I desperately seek shelter

In a geyser of sultry thoughts

A serpent tried to whisper her secrets to me

I gasped, turned my head

And quickly walked away

Through a forest of fear I stumbled

I was overcome by sad emotions

Of a life that could have been

As I walked further down this path of destruction

I looked up as saw an angel

Circling above me

A free spirit

Daring any would-be predator to show herself

I reached out my hand

Desperately seeking her guidance

I was overcome with an ocean of regrets

She landed beside me

And looked at me with her golden smile

I shielded my eyes from her pearl white skin

That glowed like fresh snow

In the bright sunlight

I begged her

Take me to your secret place

Where darkness had never been

And pain was transformed into smiles

She smiled

And gently touched my face

Your life is much like a fire

She explained

Warm from a loving heart

Charred by the burning pain of cancer

Seek only the warmth in you

And this will extinguish the pains of life

In the dawn

I climbed the tree of knowledge

And looked over this jungle called life

Full of frustration and futility

I saw my track of pain

A self-inflicted misery

I climbed down from this infliction

To the realization

I am still alive

I could hear

The applause of her raptor’s wings

I found my haunted soul

And exorcised the demons by laughing out loudly

A baby girl crawled from the ashes

And she smiled at me

I stopped in my tracks

Because I recognized her

Again, she was me

I realized that

I must take one step at a time

For time is all I have

And away with presumptions

For my fear is my Presumption

Renee' may be gone, but she'll never be forgotten.
My heart breaks with thoughts of you
The kisses I could never give
And hugs we never shared
You were taken from me far to soon
I never got to say good bye
Every day I cry for you
And every night I see you in my dreams
Even though you are gone
You'll never be forgotten!

we miss you Renee'

Love
Jillian

For Carol Wheeler

A Dream Come True

From Jilly Bear

In the middle of the night

I awaken

Dreams on my mind

Love in the making

Was it the kiss?

The moister on my lips

Or maybe the Goosebumps

From the caress of your fingertips

Hear the pounding of my heart beat

Love surrounding the night in heat

Never fails

My dreams of you

To awaken by love that is true

I don't mind my nights awake

When it's dreams of you that I make

Those dreams are made-up of what lie inside

A swollen heart of love

You’re my joy and that I pride.

I can't think of a better reason why

You stole my heart

You caught my eye

And so long as I have you

I have a dream come true

Thank you for the friend invite Carol~Blessings Be