Loss of connection to Nyx?

Does anyone here have a connection to Nyx?

 I am fearful because I think I have lost my connection to her. It makes me want to cry, because she is my goddess. She is loving and has always accepted me and told me to embrace my gifts.

 Have I angered her?

 Have I disapointed my Goddess?

If you have a connection to Nyx, please talk to her and find out what is going on. I fully understand if she doesnt want me as a daughter of her.