Some would say that a person my age is in the prime of life. Personally I feel as if I have lived many lifetimes in my (short) stay here on this planet. After everything I have seen and done I am still restless. Full of thought and ideas. There is still so much yet to do, but my life has become busy. City rushed so to speak. When I look at new material now I can no longer pick out whats fantasy and what is real, or at least what feels real to me.
So I guess my question to you, the reader, is how am i supposed to find the balance i once thought i had?
Maybe try astral projection? You could leave your body while you're sleeping, or when you meditate, and go places and learn things that you couldn't in your normal every day life. You can send your mind back in time to see things that have happened, go forward to see what will happen, and go to any place in the universe. I'm working on that as well.